missing something

Okey fellas, I don't feel so good. Something missing from my life, something important, I guess. I miss him, okay I just miss him, I can't hide it anymore. I still love him. what should I do now? Tell him that I still want him? NO! It's just remind me of this words : 'Never go back to an old love. Because it's like reading a book over and over again when you already know how it ends.' YES! THAT'S SOOO TRUE! But, I miss him so damn. 
I remember all the thing we've been trough. I miss your texts and calls.  I miss your joke, even it's not funny. You just brighten my day. I miss the way you walk. I miss the way you come to me and just sit by me, even when i say 'no' while I'm smiling and it's mean 'yes'. I miss the way my eyes try so hardly to stare at your eyes. I miss when I was checking inbox on  my phone and there's just your name. I miss the way you feel confuse and smiling whenever I catch you stare at me :) I miss our laugh LOL. I can't forget it. 
Have you ever been feel the same? 
Have you ever been think of me?
Did you miss me too?
Can we love again?
Do you remember about us?
Do you remember about me?
Sincerely,
Andini